Monday, July 28
datang OT...
*oklah,lenkali aku cerita panjang lagi....
Saturday, July 19
For Him...
masa kami kecik-kecik pun mak ayah aku dah belikan kami brand KIKO dan KIKILALA:)
by toy 'R' us limited adition....
::ingat lagi masa tiap kali nak raya dan nak buka sekolah...ayah aku mesti sewa teksi sebijik bawa kami shopping kat Alor Setar...Kangar tak banyak choice masa tu...semuanya nak branded...kasut sekolah aku dulu mesti jenama twinkle...xda twinkle tak nak....nak jugak twinkle...:)
::so,aku akan bercuti selama 12 hari start from tomorrow....happy nye...
Thursday, July 17
NC06 SHIFT FUNCTION...
VENUE:GURNEY HOTEL
paper bag which giving to take away...aku wat balik udang je~~
it's not about the number,but his owner whose do not lucky...ahaks~~
Friday, July 11
MC
pukul 4am send message to my boss & my shift leader...in fact,i'm didn't sleep along the night...busy with cough and nasal stuffiness also take care of my son....he also poorly with cough and runny nose...pity him...but now,everything back controlled...hopefully both of us fully recovered to soon....
::counting hour to back to my hometown tonight:>
Sunday, July 6
Something for memory on his 2nd birthday...
skang aku tengah ajar dia sikit-sikit since aku tngk dia bila nampak baby atau iklan ringtone baby kat tv dia teramat suka...now dia dah paham,bila aku tanya ja "Luqman nak baby??" laju ja nganguknya....bila aku tanya "mana baby?" dia akan datang pegang perut aku...
Tonight aku dah apply cuti direct 4 hari... 23/7 until 26/7...we've plan something for him for his 2nd birthday agar menjadi kenangan indah buat dia bila dia dewasa nanti....bukan sekadar kenangan indah tp that's the way yg akan kami terapkan atau ajari anak-anak kami akan erti kasih sayang....harap-harap tiada aral yg melintang nanti...since dia pun dah agak besar and always like to have fun so we decided to let him have fun on his 2nd birthday....Last year,we've celebrated 1st birthday party for him,jemput saudara kawan rakan taulan semua kat KFC Bayan Baru dan semua itu telah aku abadikan dalam sebuah album agar boleh anak aku tatap bila dia dewasa nanti dan berbangga dengan mama & papa nya seperti mana aku berbangga dgn mak & ayah aku...(w'pun dulu mak ayah aku xda buat birthday party)...
mengimbas kenangan 23 Julai 2007
::I LOVE U MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY....you are our life,our strengths & our happiness...mama&papa love u so much!!!
Friday, July 4
Backdated entry...kehkehkeh...
ini kudap-kudap kami....as always....bab makan,bila dah nak habis baru tingat nak snap....hehe...NO coffee....coz my hubby mmg xbleh minum minuman berkaffein......pening...
cedapnyeerrr~~~
My SIL b4 we sent her back to Ipoh...xperlu pergi jauh dah beli jeruk....dekat ngan umah aku pun dah ada...same like bazaar Chow Rasta juga...
::poet eulogy that i found from internet....buat aku ralik membacanya...so beautiful....terdetik aku utk meletakkan bersama dgn entry aku kali ni....panjang...tp best utk dibaca....penuh bermakna utk kehidupan suami isteri....
Kata pujangga
perempuan bagaikan angin..
lembutnya melenakan ributnya menggusarkan..
Adakalanya mereka seperti ibu menyaji kasih,
menghidang sayang,
adakalanya mereka seperti anak ingin dibelai,
minta dimanjakan,
adakalanya mereka seperti nenek berleter seadanya,
merungut semahuannya..
Namun,
teman kembara dalam kehidupan yang sementara ini,
bahagia dan derita kita sangat berkait dengan mereka..
Psst... .
Tiba-tiba isteri merajuk..
pandai-pandailah memujuk..buka telinga,
tajamkan pendengaran,
amati suaranya,
teliti dengan hati yang terseni,rasional atau emosi ?
andainya emosi,
belailah emosi itu..
jangan cuba dihadapkan secara rasional..
kerana sidia tak akan terdaya mengunyah hujah..
berilah walau seribu,
sebab lengkap dengan perangkaan statistik atau dokumen saintifik,
berserta dengan beberapa affidavit,
dia tetap melulu kerana fikiran sudah berjerebu..
Dalam situasi ini fikiran telah ditawan perasaan sebaiknya, perhaluskan kata,
perindahkan bahasa jinakkan perasaan,
hadiahkan senyuman..
Masih gagal?
cuba gunakan sentuhan semarakkan belaian..
Masih gagal juga?
Tunggu saja rajuknya reda..
emosi isteri bagai riak-riak air dalam cawan jangan digoncang... buat selamba lambat laun,
gelombang akan tenang..
air dicawan akan kita minum jua..
Tapi awas... ..
kalau ternyata,
rajuknya berfakta masamnya berdata,
geramnya berilmiah marahnya ada prima facie,
ini rajuk taraf tinggi,
namanya perlu ditangani berhati-hati,
kalau ternyata benar,
apa salahnya kita terima mengaku lalu berjanji serta berikrar "Sayang abang tak ulang lagi "
katakan " Sayang... . abang alpa "
bisikkan " Darling.. I lupa.."
hulurkan tangan,
pinta kemaafan,
pendekatan kasanova, tapi hati suci,
Rajuk isteri seperti mangga muda perisanya masam
tetapi...
kalau kena cicahnya enaknya akan terasa..
ingat,
api yang panas,
padam oleh salji yang dingin..
Arghh...
tiba-tiba isteri merungut,
malah kadangkala agak mengugut ,
minta aksesori serta perabut,
minta Villa yang tersergam indah ,
atau mahligai di lereng bukit,
sedangkan kita bukan Shah Jehan yang mampu membina Taj Mahal buat isterinya
tetapi isteri pula,
persis Nur Jehan yang meminta petanda keagungan cintanya..
Katanya " Seabadi permata... . segermelapan intan "
sedangkan ditangan kita cuma cincin tembaga..
Aduh...
peritnya mengukur cinta,
dalam ukuran mayam atau menimbang setia ,
menerusi Bursa Saham papan utama,
kasih isteri, turun naik mengikut kadar tukaran wang asing. Tiada guna menyesali diri,
diakan dulu pilihan kita ?
semasa mekarnya dia dihargai, dipuja-puji
dia kini sudah menjadi ibu pada anak-anak kita..
sudah takdir...
permata yang dipilih perlu digilap semula..
Namun putus asa jangan sekali..
terimalah dia, dengan redha..
pada hakikatnya adalah bayang-bayang suami..
wanita adalah tulang rusuk yang bengkok,
luruskan dengan berhati-hati,
bertegas tapi jangan berkeras lembut,
tapi jangan reput..
Katakan RM bukan segala-galanya,
lalu pada saat yang kudus,
setelah bersolat bersama,
bisikkanlah " Duhai isteriku...
marilah kita bina perkahwinan ini dengan cinta yang sejati,
marilah kita kutip rezeki dengan keringat tersuci,
kita cari harta, tetapi itu bukan segala-galanya..
padamu isteri,
istanamu, di hati ini
padamu sayang kalung cintamu, di jiwa ini."
Puuuh...
Akan tiba masanya bila 'isteri' di hati,
tapi kurang di mata,
usia meningkat kecantikan tergugat,
dulu yang kita lihat mulus kini beransur pupus,
betis, tidak lagi bunting padi,
pipi, bukan lagi pauh dilayang,
apakah dengan itu akan berkurang cinta kita ?
jika berkurang, nyatalah cinta kita selama ini cinta di mata bertapak di body,
tapi jika cinta tetap kekal,
malah semakin bertambah ertinya cinta kita di hati,
berpasak di budi,
itulah cinta sejati..
Namun tidak salah di samping menyanjung budi,
kita merampingkan 'body' ,
kalau ada kesempatan ajaklah dia bersenam,
amalkan puasa sunat,
tapi ingat niat kerana Tuhan,
bukan kerana ingin kuruskan badan,
tapi Tuhan Maha Penyayang,
Dia pasti membantu isteri yang memburu keredhaan suami,
tak salah kalau mohon kesihatan,
kecantikan dan kecergasan,
sama-samalah merampinkan badan,
yang terlebih dikurangkan,
jangan sesekali mencemuh apalagi menjauh,
apa gunanya membandingkan isteri dengan perawan,
Bukan masanya lagi merenung dara,
tapi kini saat menghitung dosa,
lalu ajaklah isteri sama-sama menambah bakti,
moga-moga cinta kita kekal ke hujung usia,
di dunia ini dan di akhirat,
nanti itulah yang dikatakan hidup berdua,
'selepas' mati pun bersama..
Uhhh... .
Kekadang isteri mengamuk,
dengan ombak prasangka dan taufan cemburu,
Apa bukti setiamu suami ?
Apakah tandanya hanya aku di hatimu ?
kekadang disergahnya kita,
ketika keringat masih membasah,
baru menjengah pintu rumah,
Ketika itu nilailah diri,
mungkin kita berdosa dengan Tuhan
atau bersalah dengan insan,
mungkin banyak kezaliman dan penganiayaan
yang telah kita lakukan,
Lalu datang teguran, amaran dan peringatan
secara 'indirect' dari Tuhan,
hadapkanlah diri ke cermin hati,
kaji diri satu persatu kalau liar,
berhentilah,kalau berdosa,
bertaubatlah,
Sebaliknya jika ternyata isteri yang melulu,
nasihatkanlah baik-baik,
bukan senang nak senang,
ingatlah mustika kata dalam kitab-kitab tua,
suami yang bersabar dengan isteri yang jahat,
akan mendapat pahala Nabi Ayub,
atau ingatlah pesan Sayidina Umar al-Khattab,
ketika didatangi seorang suami yang dileteri isteri,
"Bersabarlah, kerana sesungguhnya isteri telah banyak membantu kita,
Dia yang menyelamatkan kita daripada amukan nafsu,
Dia yang membantu menjaga makan minum kita,
Dia yang mencuci kain baju kita,
Dia yang membantu membersihkan rumah kita...
lalu apa salahnya kita bersabar dengan sedikit kerenahnya ? " Marilah sama-sama kita tabur secubit salji pada segenggam api..
Telah banyak kita dengar cerita keruntuhan,kisah perpisahan. Marilah kita suburkan kembali pohon perkahwinan ini ..
walaupun sudah berdekad-dekad usianya,
Institusi ini adalah kubu terakhir kita,
Marilah kita pertahankan bersama si dia,
si diaku, si diamu cinta kita jangan mati dalam arus dunia siber,
biar setia kita makin waja..
Biarlah skrin-skrin internet atau inranet memaparkan
yang indah-indah pantulan seri rumah tangga kita..
Bicara ini diakhiri dengan satu coretan
yang mungkin boleh diguriskan pada kad hari lahir isteri
atau kad ulang tahun perkahwinan atau surat biru yang ingin kau utuskan padanya...
Atau kau pahatkan saja di halaman hatimu pada malam nanti..
Aku hanya seorang suami,
yang menerima setulus hati seorang isteri..
Janji yang termeterai di akad nikah kita musim yang lalu..
Salam kuhulur buat menyapa hatimu nan luhur..
Bersamalah kita harungi derita yang datang..
Bersatulah kita tempuhi nikmat yang bertandang..
Denai perkahwinan pasti dihujani air mata..
Biar kita rasa: rupanya syurga itu sangat tinggi maharnya.
Isteri... tidak kutagih setia, sesetia Hawa..
Atau kerinduan menggila Laila yang sangat dalam..
Terimalah kehadiranku di sudut tersuci di dalam hatimu...
seorang isteri..
Sunday, June 29
I Likeee~~~~
t/hari ni nak balik antaq my SIL yg dah seminggu dtg teman aku...thanks ye kak et for ur kerajinan...ahaks~~
this is my hubby's project when i was on confinement period at Ipoh last week....Actually the reason we went back to Ipoh last week juz to send my Luqman as per request by my MIL...at last my hubby continue his leave & cancel left my son there....so the other alternative is my SIL follow us to penang....so sweet....xtahu nak balas camana segala kebaikan korang....korang(my PIL family) terlalu baik....;)
Aquarium my hubby yg dah berusia 4 tahun....dbeli masa dia bekerja ngan TNB kat KL lagi....masa musim ikan Lo-Han dulu....bila semua lo-han mati...aquarium terbiar....skang mai balik sheh dia....
Inila antara makanan² aku lam pantang aku...ahaks~~sedap siotttt....nak² halia-halia tu semua...habissss.....
Umur ja tua perangai cam budak-budak...
Aku mmg benci manusia HIPOKRIT.....berlakon baik dengan kita,tapi belakang masyaAllah....busuk hati rupanya...
Friday, June 20
Deliberate Miscarriage :(
unnecessary to tell how it happened,everyone doubtless known....cuma yg boleh aku cakap it's my fault...IT'S MY FAULT!!!!!!!!! I thought,I'm the one who is difficult to conceive(refer to my 1st pregnancy....a year to conceive)....but it's lie....who can deny the almighty of Allah???...It's just one....just one time....
I'm do not alone in facing this situation,aku dah minta banyak pendapat....my mum,MIL,my sis,SIL even aku dah jumpa speciallist doctor and show the pill's that I've taken....and all the answer is negative.....and my mind juga telah di set oleh berbagai-bagai perkara negatif yg bakal terjadi....dan aku tak boleh nak mengubah pemikiran aku dah dari berfikir benda-benda yang negatif....so...I've to do it....there's no choice....percayalah aku sangat sedih dengan situasi ini....aku memang tak menyangka semua ini bakal terjadi pada aku....kalau aku dah bersedia,aku tak akan telan dah all the pills....selepas ini aku perlu berhati-hati....diri aku tak seperti yang aku sangkakan.....Ya Allah....aku bersalah kah??ampunkanlah dosa aku ini....even aku sedar bukan aku sorang saja yang pernah lakukan perkara ini,tapi aku tetap rasa bersalah.....aku bersalah.....AKU BERSALAH!!!!!
::so,skang aku tngh berpantang seperti lepas bersalin juga(badan sendiri pepandai la jaga)ahaks~~....sapa suruh cari penyakit....sendiri tanggungla....
Tuesday, June 17
apesal...??
heran tul...edit sikit profile dah hilang....
Aku dah nak balik...balik awal sikit sbb sat gi 7.30pm dah start aku nya PM talk by Bumiputera yg dah berjaya kat VISTANA....aku bleh lupa la plak....tu yang kena balik awal salin baju,pakai baju lain....dah la dengan posa...kena bawa bekal la camni...apa punya tak ingatla aku ni....sibbaik rodzi peringat tadi....kalau tak,pakai harusla aku tak p....nnt grace minta balik duit tiket aku....hehehe.....
Monday, June 16
Our Custodian...
Old Medical card by OPTIMA
New Custodian ING...
::susah jugak tak dak credit card nih!! nak booking online semua kena pakai kad kredit....huh!!booking online ni pun banyak kelebihan jugakan...such as hotel,flight...etc...
Sunday, June 15
Happy Father's Day abang....
Ayah....I want u to know that...
just an experience & dependence....
I know i'm not a good person that be employed but i'm try to learn from the best....I would prepare if anything happened in my career....and I'm try to learn everything new comes out lately.....I don't want to be late or last person who know about it....I wanted to develop myself in each fields....INSYAALLAH....
I wants all my children feel flattered with me someday and willing to make me an idol as well as their papa....
I don't like people just like to oppose in everything,cakap kosong,in other word I've to say them 'kolot'(sorry to say that,but it's my blog so that i can let it go apa saja yg aku terlintas utk tulis or happened in my life) sometime,I also thought kita tak perlu berlagak pandai or wanted to shoot others in particular topics if we really don't have enough knowledge about that....I also feel ticklish with a sarcastic people and people who are a such of bodoh sombong are always like to deny in whatever i'm doing as something that aku terpaksa buat just because of increasing world oil price or Barang Naik.....you've too bad thinking larrr....sometimes I reach ever wondered,how dare you people are exist into my life?!!!
Actually people are like this is the one who have a bad heart....If u're such an idler person and satisfied whatever u have now,just sit at your own place quietly and properly or just being an observer....semakin banyak kamu bercakap,semakin ramai hati yg kamu sakiti,dan semakin banyak dosa yang kamu tanggungi....their thinking is always oppose from others....and always wanted to win in everything....so if you guys met people like this,just let he/she wins....because it's just wasting your time....it's their win means.....we don't lose anything furthermore it will make us better than him/her.....as proverb says "biarkan si luncai dengan labu-labunya..." if neglect wealth offhand without strive to increase it,gradually there will finished also.....so....jangan berlagak dengan apa yg kita ada sekarang....sebaliknya bersyukur dan berusaha.....
I also aware that i'm not good as friend as people wanted to have but i've tried to be a good friends and try not to hurt my friend's heart ....so,how do you do??? "tepuk dada tanya selera......"...."berkawan biar seribu,berkasih biar satu...."...."rezeki jangan ditolak,musuh jangan dicari..." apa lagi??? if u have any idea pls continue....
::Aku hanya akan menjadi bukan diri aku yang sebenar bilamana aku bertemu dengan org yg berlagak sombong dengan aku.....
Tuesday, June 10
Hopefully bless....
tu yg banyak tanya hg tu Yati.....
Last Friday,6/June-attend Quick Start Class for new agent ngan Yati & Rodzi kat PM Pulau Tikus...
to become a knowledgeable,authoritative & quality agent,kenala attend some training dulu....
Last Thursday,5/June- I've met my friend,Amnah, whose doing fulltime CIMB UT open booth at entrepreneur expo at Seberang Jaya....bestnya....aku kan cuti banyak,dari aku dok melepak takda buat apa kat rumah,better aku buat cam dia....
tp susahla sikitkan Yati,sbb korang normal shift....
xpalah pelan-pelan....lagipun aku buat semua ni of course sbb minat aku yg mendalam dalam bidang business ni nevertheless it'll full fill my wasted freetime....
::So,pada sesiapa yg berminat untuk invest dalam Public Mutual Unit Trust / mengetahui lebih lanjut tentangnya bolehla contact aku....kalau takda cash boleh labur melalui Account 1 EPF....
Wednesday, June 4
Nothing more...nothing less...
ya! it's my turn....
Initially,on middle of last April we just main-main to pekena Afta on his birthday,my collegue,due to he still single mingle lagi.....
At the end, aku pulak was imposed by them....ahaks~~it's ok...nama pun kawan kan;)
takpa,next round will be coming on august & november again....be prepared ya Ee Lin & Chew....
Last month Afta birthday treat was held at SR Bayan Baru...hard to find the restaurant,bcoz one of my collegue Ee Lin is a whole life vege....
So,for this time they have choosed Hi-Tea at Starbuck QB Mall....they didn't know that I have RM80 starbuck Coupon until the paid time...hehe...it's a sweet fate...nak wat camana....korang yg pilihkan....ahaks~~ save my budget for this month...
Birthday Girl
Live happily ever & after
Indifferent friends....
Finished all,direct headed back home coz my hubby need to send car for service at his friends workshop....
30/Mei
Shopping at Giant for my parent's groceries stuff with my elder bro's family then heading back my hometown.Stop off at my sis home at SP to take INTRA for our parent and just went back at 10.45pm and arrived my hometown at 12am....Forgot to bring back digicam...Just came back to png on June 1st...and start night shift....
::tengah kumpul duit nak beli laptop nih!! it's very important to both of us....but bolehke cukup??asyik shopping je....I think,boleh kot....take time lah kan...hehe...
Wednesday, May 28
On her Special Day....
"Mak,kak t sayang sangat kat mak....walaupun terpaksa redah lautan berapi pun kak t sanggup asalkan semua yg kak t buat dapat menggembirakan dan menyenangkan hati mak....moga mak beroleh kesihatan yg baik selamanya....sayang mak!!!"
Happy 52nd Birthday Mak!!!!!!!moga dirimu sentiasa dirahmati oleh-Nya selalu......
Monday, May 26
My Birth Anniversary...
In conjunction with my 27th Birthday...Let's check it out 27 things u might not know about me....
1)I was borned at Kg Belat Raja,Tambun Tulang,Arau,Perlis.
2)My Father's name is Abu Bakar b. Ahmad(descendant of pure malay-kelantan)
3)My Mother's name is Piah bt Man(Her great-granny directly cames from SIAM & her great-grandfather directly cames from JAWA-INDONESIA)
4)Always ask by question,Usually when the 1st time met strange person,THEY WILL ASK ME MY RACE....
5)Always ask by question BILA BALIK??BILA BALIK?? (Because I've been left my birthstate since 13 years old) -just back hometown on school holidays)...until now,it is the must question by my neighbours when i reached my hometown...
6)The day I got married,some people ask me,Ini anak pak bakaq yg mana? ahaks~~
7)I've 9 sibblings and I'm a fourthly child....I've 2 brothers,a sister,4 younger sisters and a younger brother...
8)I'm the only one who were never got punishment by my father...because all my sibblings must have once on their life for lessen their obstinacy respectively...hehe... how a good girl me??ahaks~~
9)until now,I'm the only one typify best reference by my mum to all my adik...necessarily my name which will spurt out from my mum mouth...."tngk kak ti hang,kalau mak kata pukul 6ptg mesti dah ada kat rumah,kul 6ptg dia mesti dah ada kat rumah"
10)By my life,only once bitter experience happened in my life...when i was in standart 3.....shifting house from our big,big castle house to a new build one.....because the landlord cum my toksu wanted to sell his biggest land to a rich person with a big number of money....the house that was we stayed now is the 2nd beginning of my father life build up....
11)There is too much sweet memories happened in my life,the most that i would never forget are the day I got married,the day I know i was pregnant and the day i'm delivered my baby....
12)Primary school at Sek.Keb.Tambun Tulang,Arau Perlis 1988-1993 with UPSR result 3A 1B
13)Secondary school at Sek.Men Science Sultan Mohammad jiwa Sungai Petani,Kedah 1994-1998 with PMR result is 7A 1B and SPM result is 2A(bm&math),4B(english,chemistry,P.islam,kimia),1C(fizik),3D(lukisan kejuruteraan,teknologi kejuruteraan & add math)
14)Scholl sprinter from standart 4 until form 3....got many medals gold,silver & bronze....practically,much of them including all my sibblings medals are missing in action when we were shifting our house....
15)Study at Ungku Omar Polytechnic 1999-2002 as a Electronic Communication Engineering Diploma Holder....(get offer from KPM Matriculation but didn't willing to go becoz possibly felt like stepping up Form 6... On that time,thinking that it's ok for me finished the Diploma first and will direct further study after getting diploma...BUT...chiss!! hard to be!!)
16)Cinta monyet with Mr Mohd S 1996-1998
17)1st true Love with Mr K 1999-2001
18)Declared love for 1 month with Mr A 31/5/2001-9/7/2001
19)Another 5 close boy friend Mr mohd F,Mr mohd F,Mr mohd F,Mr mohd F,Mr H....ahaks~~ all it wanted to be my steady boyfriend,but~~tak dapet den nak nolong...ahaks~~ MOST OF MY BOY FRIEND IS MOHD F INCLUDING MY HUBBY MOHD FAZLEE....ahaks~~
20)MY HUBBY IS MY 2ND TRUE LOVE....kenal hubby since 1999 just declared on 10/July 2001....a day after clashed with Mr A....ahaks~~
21)Tight engaged on 25/dec/2003
22)Knot marriaged on 27/nov/2004
23)Get child MUHAMMAD LUQMAN ZAFREE B. MOHD FAZLEE on 23/July/2006
24)I'm really hate dishonest,HYPOCRITE peoples around me...
25)I'm a happy go lucky person....I hate trivial things,not easy touch by heart with friends,If have,nobody will never know it....
26)I'm a step away types people,independent,robust....can go everywhere without depends by hubby or people....
27)I/we never have credit cards
Sunday, May 25
?????
22/Mei-Dating with Yati discuss about UT calculation question at Food Court QB.....good to see you....I've learnt a lot until my 2nd dating lunch with u,would be cancel coz I've no question to ask u...hehe...thanks a lot yati...actually on that day kepala otak aku dah berputar kot lain dah..*toink*toink* juz becoz suddenly,my hubby should be punch in at 7pm instead of 3pm....so after he solat jumaat,cargas ke QB lunch....
24/mei-ALHAMDULILLAH!!!! I did pass my UT exam!!!!!!

