just an experience & dependence....

I would say ALHAMDULILLAH..... in whatever that i'm doing now... not ever just being a housewife,i'm trying to be a good wifey&momma nor as an employed or as an Unit Trust Consultant...I'm happy whatever Allah created life to me....aku bersyukur....even sometime got something that I've ever&never wanted happened in my life,but I'm consider it as qada' dan qadar....I accept it and tried to improve myself...kembali ke jalan yg benar....

I know i'm not a good person that be employed but i'm try to learn from the best....I would prepare if anything happened in my career....and I'm try to learn everything new comes out lately.....I don't want to be late or last person who know about it....I wanted to develop myself in each fields....INSYAALLAH....
I wants all my children feel flattered with me someday and willing to make me an idol as well as their papa....

I don't like people just like to oppose in everything,cakap kosong,in other word I've to say them 'kolot'(sorry to say that,but it's my blog so that i can let it go apa saja yg aku terlintas utk tulis or happened in my life) sometime,I also thought kita tak perlu berlagak pandai or wanted to shoot others in particular topics if we really don't have enough knowledge about that....I also feel ticklish with a sarcastic people and people who are a such of bodoh sombong are always like to deny in whatever i'm doing as something that aku terpaksa buat just because of increasing world oil price or Barang Naik.....you've too bad thinking larrr....sometimes I reach ever wondered,how dare you people are exist into my life?!!!
Actually people are like this is the one who have a bad heart....If u're such an idler person and satisfied whatever u have now,just sit at your own place quietly and properly or just being an observer....semakin banyak kamu bercakap,semakin ramai hati yg kamu sakiti,dan semakin banyak dosa yang kamu tanggungi....their thinking is always oppose from others....and always wanted to win in everything....so if you guys met people like this,just let he/she wins....because it's just wasting your time....it's their win means.....we don't lose anything furthermore it will make us better than him/her.....as proverb says "biarkan si luncai dengan labu-labunya..." if neglect wealth offhand without strive to increase it,gradually there will finished also.....so....jangan berlagak dengan apa yg kita ada sekarang....sebaliknya bersyukur dan berusaha.....

I also aware that i'm not good as friend as people wanted to have but i've tried to be a good friends and try not to hurt my friend's heart ....so,how do you do??? "tepuk dada tanya selera......"...."berkawan biar seribu,berkasih biar satu...."...."rezeki jangan ditolak,musuh jangan dicari..." apa lagi??? if u have any idea pls continue....

::Aku hanya akan menjadi bukan diri aku yang sebenar bilamana aku bertemu dengan org yg berlagak sombong dengan aku.....